Now , I didnt see that coming really ! :)
i have never thought that one day I'm gonna publish in English !
but , when i was looking in my old papers i saw this thing that i wrote long time ago .. i was just 17 yrs
i said to my self ..why not since i have visitors from all over the world . I think they deserve to read some thing else not just Arabic ,, and hey its achance to see how stupid i was in that age :)
so Enjoy it !
What do I really Need !
There is a question you can not answer it any time you like .. when you start a relation with any body you feel responsible .. and if you don’t, Let me tell you that I do .. May be the whole matter is just that you’re trying to show that person how much you care, but its not just like that it is more than just caring, Friendship is like any relation .. Close to your heart and it is closer than you think ..
It is closer than what you call it love!
I do have a habit and it’s bothering me all the time, I like to live and my hand reaches any one’s life but not any one there are lots of important people out there I care about, I do like to hear them and to live what they have they been through and its not hard on them to tell me that because they like to talk about it especially with me and when they talk they start to feel better and that makes me satisfied .
The question here is why am I doing this? is it because
This is the friend’s job?
Because I like to put my self in problems?
Or is it what the lonely and unsafe girl actually does?
To answer those questions you have to live this case if you were me!!
I’m going to clear this thing up .. ok, if you had a friend just as you dream about .. let us call him the perfect friend for sure you would choose the first suggestion, But if you don’t have this perfect friend and it’s just you who is really honest and perfect what would you do??
It is like you’re building and the people are ruining every thing, trying to end what you have started and what you were looking for, and it can be your friend him self .
I know you have done your job but who is going to take care of you?
Who is going to look after you as you did to the people, Believe me if they saw you hopeless, looking for help they wont even try to help you, because they don’t have the time to and they’re not in the mood to hear you!!!
The people have to be there for each other.. Why don’t they try this?
Why don’t they touch any one’s life not for any thing just because they care and trying to make it better .. This is the second step for a real friendship after the honesty.
Let us be together one by one and let us try to understand ..
Me what do I really need to be your friend.. In the past my answer was nothing and now .. I’ve changed the rules .. It isn’t easy any more to be my friend ..
You have to be honest first .. it is the most important thing .. because I really want to get rid of every thing that makes me feel bad , for sure sick friendsship are awful and hanging with guys is the thing that I would never think about as a Arabian Muslim girl .
I always treat my friends right .. I respect them and I do respect their feelings and if they have faced any problem I would be the first one who tries to help.
But like any friends we do argue and fight but it not that tough ..
When I see them away from what we planned for I try to push them to the right way .. because in the very beginning of our friendship I wrote with them some rules that we should walk with , here are the rules of our friend ship if you’re interested :-
Keep ignoring the one who is bothering you because he wont get any thing .. even if he tried to ..
respect the people especially The old people .. and always remember .. “Respect is your destiny”.
Do not shout when you need any thing just ask in a polite way and I’m sure that there is some one is going to get you what you really need.
Don’t let your heart to control you .. always use your head .. and don’t waste your time in rubbish and crying .
Believe in your self .. you have to have faith in your self and to be sure always remember that you’re the best .
Always say the truth no matter what are you facing and how deep is the problem is going be .. you wont get any thing by lying .. and saying the truth is one of the ways to get the people respect .
Knowledge is power.
Forget the past and stop living in it.
Work in witch part you believe in.
Never live in a pinky dreams.
Live your own life but remember the manners.
Be nice but not as Mr.Nice guy.
Let your voice be heard.
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